life has a funny way of totally screwing me over.
i have no idea what's going on.
and if you know me at all,
you know that i am NOT okay with not being in control.
which is something that i struggle with all the time.
sigh.
i don't know what's going to happen.
i do know that i'll do my best to make it work.
and i'll be patient.
or at least i'll try.
eleven months is too long to just throw away.
hopefully during this time we can figure out what went wrong.
and get whatever it was that we lost back.
i care about you more than i ever have anyone else.
and in my mind, that's something worth fighting for.
no matter what happens, i don't regret doing this.
and if you know me at all,
you know that i am NOT okay with not being in control.
which is something that i struggle with all the time.
sigh.
i don't know what's going to happen.
i do know that i'll do my best to make it work.
and i'll be patient.
or at least i'll try.
eleven months is too long to just throw away.
hopefully during this time we can figure out what went wrong.
and get whatever it was that we lost back.
i care about you more than i ever have anyone else.
and in my mind, that's something worth fighting for.
no matter what happens, i don't regret doing this.