"It's a bittersweet symphony this life"
I'm very good a cutting people out of my life. Very good. It's usually unintentional, but occasionally it isn't. Sometimes I regret it, sometimes I don't. I'm not sure why it happens, there are very few people I actually WANT to cut out of my life, and they stick around too much generally. I hate it, though. People like Jess, Rick, even Ari, people I liked being around, end up not talking to me. And usually it gets to the point where I physically can't bring myself to speak to the person first, except maybe on a whim. Whether or not they want to be, people get cut out of my life. It scares me a little to think that I keep doing it, because it makes me think that eventually I'll do it to everyone and just be completely miserable and alone. =/
And Nitar's moving to Cali?! I was thinking about it after she told me and I'm considering it myself. After all, cali's a good place to be for moviemakers. So it's on my radar, because I'd do cali if I were to do a west coast school. actually that or washington, you know me and my love of orca's, I'd like it there. Idk, I'll figure it out next year how bout.
And Nitar's moving to Cali?! I was thinking about it after she told me and I'm considering it myself. After all, cali's a good place to be for moviemakers. So it's on my radar, because I'd do cali if I were to do a west coast school. actually that or washington, you know me and my love of orca's, I'd like it there. Idk, I'll figure it out next year how bout.