Wide awake and bored

Aug 16, 2004 23:56

Ok, so I was reading through my friend's live journals, and one of them convinced me that its a good way to keep people updated about what's going on, so I thought I'd give it a try. Right now I'm in Portsmouth (as usual) at Dan's place, which is soon to be my place! He is sleeping, like most people at this hour, but of course I'm awake. I just can't sleep lately! I want to so badly, but there is so much on my mind, and I think too much. So much is going on...I finally met the love of my life, and even though I am with him everyday, I can't help but think about him and dream about our future together. He makes me so happy...he truly completes me.

I start school again soon, which leads to starting grad school, which leads to a whole new career. I finally have chosen a track...and Im not changing my mind! I'm going to do a nurse practitoner's program at UNH, and I can't wait.

Dan and I have decided to live together, starting this October, which only makes sense, since we have spent the last 101 nights together. I have no doubts he is the one for me...trust me, I wouldn't make the mistake of moving in with someone again if I wasn't 100% positive. He's responsible, intelligent, fun and kind...it's going to be great to not have to pack, unpack, pack, unpack...

Still working in the pharmacy. I don't particularly like it, but it pays the bills and my friends work there. I wont be able to find much else to work around my school schedule unfortunately. There's crazy tension there, though...I leave so tired and stressed out. Thank god I have something to look forward to at night!

I realized today that I miss some of my high school friends. I drove by the school today and thought about those years and the people and the memories. I hate losing touch so easily. I'm going to try and make a point of keeping the friends that I miss. I really only see Jackie now...and I rarely see Jen, or Adam, I never talk to Erin anymore...and I always see Joni and Nikki...but the conversations seem so forced. I know this isn't their fault, I need to keep in better touch. I just can't always keep up with it.

Well, Im going to try and get some sleep now. hopefully at least 6 hours...
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