Mar 24, 2005 13:33
Ya know, i hate reading those ljs that people go on and on for an entire entry about their miserable life..i hate reading how much life sucks for them and how depressed they are..i really do, but this is one of those entries..so for those of you who hate those entries like i do..you might wanna exit the site before going any further..
Today i realized how much i hate people..like everyone in general..they get mad at me for being unforgiving or whatever..they think im rash and rediculous or overdramatic about little things..if someone does something to offend me, i don't really want anything to do with them anymore..but i dont think thats rash. i think its quite reasonable actually..i mean im a fairly loyal, trustworthy friend..i could be wrong but i dont think ive done anything to upset any of my good friends..so when someone screws me over..why should they get a second chance with me? i mean i wouldnt expect another chance..if i screwed them over in any way..id expect what id deserve and that would not be forgiveness..its like being in a relationship..if ur boyfriend/girlfriend lied to you/hurt you...would you stay with them? heeelllll no..why would i keep putting myself through the hurt of being friends with someone if theyve already hurt me once? thats just retarded...so i think people should respect my feelings..if im hurt obviously something went wrong..it might have been a small thing but im not gonna up and say i hate you over nothing, ya know? but whatever..i just wanted to get that out in the open bc i know thats how quite a few ppl feel about me..
Thats the end of my rant