Isnt it funny..
Do you ever feel like sleeping forever? When you think about it you dont feel anything when your sleeping. Other than when people mess with you or your dog licks your face or toes or something. But even then it wakes you up. When you are really asleep, no one touches you, youre sleeping like normal you dont think, you dont feel. And its just the greatest thing to experience. Except when you wake up and your still in your bedroom in the middle of the day because of all the mistakes you made. I want to sleep forever. I want things to go away. I needed time to myself. I have that time when Im sleeping. No one understands or knows how I feel. Talking to some therapist isnt going to help itll make it worse. Even talking to my friends makes it worse theres no digging me out of this tiny little hole Ive made for myself. So I sleep to sleep the pain away. It never dulls it when I wake up. But its gone for 2 hours or more. Sometimes Im convinced its my only hope. Actually I know its my only hope. To sleep forever and never wake up cause god knows I hate waking up.