Its all in your head..

[beckerboo20o2]

Ok, so I had a bad night last night. Actually this has just been a bad weekend. So many things are fucked up its driving me crazy. I didnt go to school today or friday at that. I have strep and its absolutly killing me. I mean I felt sick on my little trip to IUP with britty b but I didnt think it was this bad my cheeks are swollen out to California and my glands couldnt be any bigger either. But enough complaining. I dont want this to turn into something where all I do is complain about my little "probelms". Im a big girl I can take care of myself, Ill fix what needs to be fixed and have my normal routine back in no time. Id like to apologize to my friends that I spoke of in my entry last night,but to clear things up Im not trying to talk badly about you and its obvious who you are I just needed to get my feelings out and I may have done it in a way that wasnt as nice or as conservative as it should have been. I got discouraged because Ive been trying so hard to reach out to each one of you and I get no response or one thats pretty much nothing. But if I want to talk to you about things I will come to you.

On another note...its getting to be fall :) I cant tell you how much I freaking love fall. Its so cold but its not too cold its just cold enough for jeans and sweatshirt. Lately Ive found Im just loving it because Ill open my window in the living room and let the cold air come in and just snuggle up in a blanket drink some hot coco and watch a movie. Its so relaxing.

Ill write more later...