Frustrated
It's frustrating to wait for a doctor to call you with results. I'm still waiting impatiently for the biopsy results.. And I'm pretty sure it's nothing, but the mere fact that it COULD be something is kind of scary. Hopefully I will never have to have another colposcopy again. They suck.
Skiing didn't go over so well. Infact, it REALLY didn't go over well. I tried so hard.. And Phil tried so hard to teach me. I should have known better. I'm just not coordinated enough, and I'm a wicked scardy cat. I would just get scared and fall down.. I wanted to do well. I honestly did. The concussion hurt a bit.. Well, a lot. I still feel bad for throwing up a bit on Phil, and all over the top of the mountain. They said it wasn't really a concussion, but if you hit your head that hard, and then start having blurry vision and throwing up everywhere, most likely it is. I want to try again, but this time actually maybe take lessons. Or maybe I should stay away from winter sports all together.
Tomorrow is my hands on midterm in Advanced Recording Techniques, and I'm not prepared at all. I wrote a 7 page paper today that's due for the same class - Because I love to procrastinate. I also forgot to do my reading for Advanced Hard Disk Recording, but I can mud through the quiz. School is just stressing me out lately, mostly because I have absolutely no ambition.
Georgia plans are still in the air. I haven't heard back from Becky yet, so I'm not sure what to do for plans. I'm going to fly down, I believe, but I don't know about hotels and rides, etc.. Lance said she was getting a rental car, so I could always hitch a ride with them.
I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much. It's hard not to be able to call him up when I want to talk, or if I'm upset. But, I'm glad he's finally doing something with his life and making decisions about his future. He seems to be really happy, and that makes me really happy. I just wish I could see him.
My mom asked me why iwas going all the way to Georgia for his graduation, and I told her because that's what friends do. They are there for the important things, or at least try like hell to do so. I know that Lance would do the same for me in a heartbeat.
Anyway.. I should get some sleep. I'm tired, even though I've only written a paper today.
Skiing didn't go over so well. Infact, it REALLY didn't go over well. I tried so hard.. And Phil tried so hard to teach me. I should have known better. I'm just not coordinated enough, and I'm a wicked scardy cat. I would just get scared and fall down.. I wanted to do well. I honestly did. The concussion hurt a bit.. Well, a lot. I still feel bad for throwing up a bit on Phil, and all over the top of the mountain. They said it wasn't really a concussion, but if you hit your head that hard, and then start having blurry vision and throwing up everywhere, most likely it is. I want to try again, but this time actually maybe take lessons. Or maybe I should stay away from winter sports all together.
Tomorrow is my hands on midterm in Advanced Recording Techniques, and I'm not prepared at all. I wrote a 7 page paper today that's due for the same class - Because I love to procrastinate. I also forgot to do my reading for Advanced Hard Disk Recording, but I can mud through the quiz. School is just stressing me out lately, mostly because I have absolutely no ambition.
Georgia plans are still in the air. I haven't heard back from Becky yet, so I'm not sure what to do for plans. I'm going to fly down, I believe, but I don't know about hotels and rides, etc.. Lance said she was getting a rental car, so I could always hitch a ride with them.
I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much. It's hard not to be able to call him up when I want to talk, or if I'm upset. But, I'm glad he's finally doing something with his life and making decisions about his future. He seems to be really happy, and that makes me really happy. I just wish I could see him.
My mom asked me why iwas going all the way to Georgia for his graduation, and I told her because that's what friends do. They are there for the important things, or at least try like hell to do so. I know that Lance would do the same for me in a heartbeat.
Anyway.. I should get some sleep. I'm tired, even though I've only written a paper today.