Feb 08, 2005 22:44
I should have gone to bed an hour ago. But, no, I'm talking to people online, listening to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack, and so not doing my homework. Lame ass lame.
Its been a weird few days. I'm madly in love with Gabriel Gudding. Madly madly madly. Well, actually I just want to bone him, but nevertheless.
This also seems to be the season for old friends coming out of the woodwork. I feel like the Tin Man, all creaky and stiff. I've forgotten how to socialize, how to talk, how to be. Wild crazy fun Becca is taking her sweet time in this whole coming back to life process. I'm starting to think she no longer exists and that makes me unendingly sad. I like wild crazy fun Becca! Dammit. I'm still just neurotic, walled-off, happiest when I'm alone. That's not me. I'm not an isolated person. I'm not an introvert. I'm not. I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!
Or maybe I am.
Insert heckling from the peanut gallery here.