bubbalicious....
it's been raining way too much. What is up with this crazy rhode island weather anyways? Rain is cool once and a while, but rain all the time is dreary and boring.
ANYWAYS. This weekend was pretty fun. Besides the fact that I had to work Saturday at 9AM! But Friday night I went out with rob for a little bit. We went to Abercrombie, so I could help him pick out some clothes since he had a gift card. (yea he KNOWS what he's doing by asking me to help! heehhaha) Anyways, so yea, I should have expected this, but I ended up spending about 60 dollars of my own. I mean, good shit, really cute stuff, but once again, I have a serious problem. It's getting bad. I frighten myself when it comes to that store.
So then I went to Emily Wassaaaas because she was having people at her pool. ANd it was really fun. It was good to see everyone. I miss my friends, I feel like i haven't seen them enough this summer. Last night was Steph's party, and that was just an overall good time. Whenever I'm with all my friends like that, I realize how lucky I am. And I know I've raved on about this before, but I have the best friends in the entire world. I really feel truly lucky. And I know it sounds corney, but not everyone is able to say that they have over 10 people that they can consider the best of friends. That they can trust, and that they can have fun with no matter what. And I can say that about my friends at school too. It's just so comforting, to know that there are that many people who care about you, who you are having the time of your life with. It makes me smile.
tomorrow is my wisdom teeth! I'M SKUUUURD. It sucks that i have to get them out the week almost everyone goes back to school. Megan goes back Wednesday. It makes me so sad. But, regardless, everyone come visit me or call me while I am puffy cheeked and hurtin. It may be the last time I see you before school (and what a nice image of me to be left with! haha)
Ali just told me she can't wait to be a GEEK with me at school. HAHAHA. It's very exciting to be a geek and KNOW that you are a geek, and then have people want to be one WITH you. See, in high school it wasn't cool, but in college, everyone wants to do it. : ) It's only because I make it look REAL good. Freshmen year I was in the library like every single night, always studying my ass off. And everyone made fun of me, and was like, WOW have a LIFE (in which I did because I would still be able to go out and party thursday-saturday). But now, everyone is like, "becky I need to go to the library with you next semester." "Becky, drag me to the library." See, you can't knock it till you try it! Being a geek is super fun. Being a dork is even more fun. I think its awesome to finally be completely comfortable with who I am. I thought I was senior year, but I think I was trying too hard to portray that image of "i do'nt care what you think about me." And that wasn't being myself. Then freshmen year I lost who I was again, because of all the pressures, and of all the different people you got thrown in with. I think it was around May, that I finally just snapped out of all the 'trying too hard' and 'lost' feelings, and I was just like WHOAAA...HERE I AM. This is me, like it or not. Or as fifty says, "like it or LOVE it" hahaa. It's so much easier to be yourself. and luckily I have friends who are willing to deal with my dorky, geekyness. : ) I GIVE YOU GUYS PROPS for that : )It's interesting to think of the struggle you go through as a teenager to really find your true self. It takes a LONG time. It's really tough. But it's great when you finally get there, and wake up one day and realize that you are there. And Ali, I am MORE than excited to be geeks next semester. Start buying your freaking abercrombie so we can be A&F GEEKS like we planned. HAHAHA.
Alright, I am bounciinnngggg.
love, becka boo
ANYWAYS. This weekend was pretty fun. Besides the fact that I had to work Saturday at 9AM! But Friday night I went out with rob for a little bit. We went to Abercrombie, so I could help him pick out some clothes since he had a gift card. (yea he KNOWS what he's doing by asking me to help! heehhaha) Anyways, so yea, I should have expected this, but I ended up spending about 60 dollars of my own. I mean, good shit, really cute stuff, but once again, I have a serious problem. It's getting bad. I frighten myself when it comes to that store.
So then I went to Emily Wassaaaas because she was having people at her pool. ANd it was really fun. It was good to see everyone. I miss my friends, I feel like i haven't seen them enough this summer. Last night was Steph's party, and that was just an overall good time. Whenever I'm with all my friends like that, I realize how lucky I am. And I know I've raved on about this before, but I have the best friends in the entire world. I really feel truly lucky. And I know it sounds corney, but not everyone is able to say that they have over 10 people that they can consider the best of friends. That they can trust, and that they can have fun with no matter what. And I can say that about my friends at school too. It's just so comforting, to know that there are that many people who care about you, who you are having the time of your life with. It makes me smile.
tomorrow is my wisdom teeth! I'M SKUUUURD. It sucks that i have to get them out the week almost everyone goes back to school. Megan goes back Wednesday. It makes me so sad. But, regardless, everyone come visit me or call me while I am puffy cheeked and hurtin. It may be the last time I see you before school (and what a nice image of me to be left with! haha)
Ali just told me she can't wait to be a GEEK with me at school. HAHAHA. It's very exciting to be a geek and KNOW that you are a geek, and then have people want to be one WITH you. See, in high school it wasn't cool, but in college, everyone wants to do it. : ) It's only because I make it look REAL good. Freshmen year I was in the library like every single night, always studying my ass off. And everyone made fun of me, and was like, WOW have a LIFE (in which I did because I would still be able to go out and party thursday-saturday). But now, everyone is like, "becky I need to go to the library with you next semester." "Becky, drag me to the library." See, you can't knock it till you try it! Being a geek is super fun. Being a dork is even more fun. I think its awesome to finally be completely comfortable with who I am. I thought I was senior year, but I think I was trying too hard to portray that image of "i do'nt care what you think about me." And that wasn't being myself. Then freshmen year I lost who I was again, because of all the pressures, and of all the different people you got thrown in with. I think it was around May, that I finally just snapped out of all the 'trying too hard' and 'lost' feelings, and I was just like WHOAAA...HERE I AM. This is me, like it or not. Or as fifty says, "like it or LOVE it" hahaa. It's so much easier to be yourself. and luckily I have friends who are willing to deal with my dorky, geekyness. : ) I GIVE YOU GUYS PROPS for that : )It's interesting to think of the struggle you go through as a teenager to really find your true self. It takes a LONG time. It's really tough. But it's great when you finally get there, and wake up one day and realize that you are there. And Ali, I am MORE than excited to be geeks next semester. Start buying your freaking abercrombie so we can be A&F GEEKS like we planned. HAHAHA.
Alright, I am bounciinnngggg.
love, becka boo