hooooty hooooooooo. HOO.
hmph. new colors. don't really like them, but i just couldn't stare at those other colors any longer. These will do for now.
I love being able to sleep until i feel like waking up!!!!!!! slept till after 1 today. AWESOME.
Break is so far so good. Saturday got drunk drunk drunk. Been going to the gym and running everyday. Tanning is nice. Getting to see rhody people is excellent. Took photo booth pictures with danyelle and that was hot. I really like thayer street! We should make it a point to go there more often. Overload on the coffee, that's the best part!
Saw Passions last night. Not really sure how I feel about it to be honest. In fact I knew this was going to happen to me when I saw it. I knew it was going to get me allll confused again. Because I was at such a stable point in my life regarding religion. Basically, I just forgot about it. Religion was beginning to piss me off, so I just took a break from it. No religion and I was content. It's so much easier to just disregard something that you'll never know is true. So you're never wondering, you're just like...whatever it doesn't make a difference to me. Which is odd that I have come to that point since I have grown up with religion. My grandparents are very seriously religious. Went to church every week up until I was like...17. Made my conformation...did all kinds of church retreats. And then went to college and was like BAM...it was a waste of time I hate it. No religion THANKS. So that's how it's been for almost 2 years. Sort of cut it out. Sometimes I go to pray and then think "hah, who am I praying to? The fucking ceiling?" And I think it' just because prayer was a huge part of my life for 17 years. Regardless, I see this movie and I'm all off track. Starting to rethink what I spent 17 years believing in. I actually cried in this movie, but I think regardless of who the character was I would have cried. Anyone being tortured to that extent would have an effect on me. Jesus or not. But after the movie I'm sitting there thinking, if this story were true...I think it would be so rewarding to believe in Jesus. It would be so amazing to have faith in someone like that. But that's if it's TRUE. And I always graple with this issue, which is why i decided to forget about it for a while. But I'm sort of thinknig about it again. I might give it a chance. Definitly not the catholic religion, because i can't stand that. But I might give believing in something a chance. MIGHT. Need time to think about it. sort of scared...but then again...it's sort of comforting.
anywho...enough on that. gotta get movin. 80s night tomorrow CAN'T WAAAAIIIIIT. an can't wait to get to PC on st. pattys day. GOOD TIMES AHEAD in rhody.
I love being able to sleep until i feel like waking up!!!!!!! slept till after 1 today. AWESOME.
Break is so far so good. Saturday got drunk drunk drunk. Been going to the gym and running everyday. Tanning is nice. Getting to see rhody people is excellent. Took photo booth pictures with danyelle and that was hot. I really like thayer street! We should make it a point to go there more often. Overload on the coffee, that's the best part!
Saw Passions last night. Not really sure how I feel about it to be honest. In fact I knew this was going to happen to me when I saw it. I knew it was going to get me allll confused again. Because I was at such a stable point in my life regarding religion. Basically, I just forgot about it. Religion was beginning to piss me off, so I just took a break from it. No religion and I was content. It's so much easier to just disregard something that you'll never know is true. So you're never wondering, you're just like...whatever it doesn't make a difference to me. Which is odd that I have come to that point since I have grown up with religion. My grandparents are very seriously religious. Went to church every week up until I was like...17. Made my conformation...did all kinds of church retreats. And then went to college and was like BAM...it was a waste of time I hate it. No religion THANKS. So that's how it's been for almost 2 years. Sort of cut it out. Sometimes I go to pray and then think "hah, who am I praying to? The fucking ceiling?" And I think it' just because prayer was a huge part of my life for 17 years. Regardless, I see this movie and I'm all off track. Starting to rethink what I spent 17 years believing in. I actually cried in this movie, but I think regardless of who the character was I would have cried. Anyone being tortured to that extent would have an effect on me. Jesus or not. But after the movie I'm sitting there thinking, if this story were true...I think it would be so rewarding to believe in Jesus. It would be so amazing to have faith in someone like that. But that's if it's TRUE. And I always graple with this issue, which is why i decided to forget about it for a while. But I'm sort of thinknig about it again. I might give it a chance. Definitly not the catholic religion, because i can't stand that. But I might give believing in something a chance. MIGHT. Need time to think about it. sort of scared...but then again...it's sort of comforting.
anywho...enough on that. gotta get movin. 80s night tomorrow CAN'T WAAAAIIIIIT. an can't wait to get to PC on st. pattys day. GOOD TIMES AHEAD in rhody.