Aug 05, 2005 15:46
I can't scream enough to deescribe my feeling. I just want to write my script. I even turned off my yahoo and aol messagers for hours, but it was no use. Cindy (my one year old God daughter whom of I'm babysitting) won't go to sleep. She follows me around like a lost puppy, and I keep tripping over her; it's driving me nutts! She gets into everything I tell her not to, and just the tip of the iceburg. Now I know why I couldn't handle early-childhood education. She really confirming to me that I should just rip out all of my pumbling down there.
I don't want kids until I have a nanny to take care of them. And any guy who wants to try and impreguant me, and leave me: I PROMISE I will find him and rip out his nutts!
I'm so frustrated. I thought with coming over here, I'll be hanging out with people my own age. Not People that act like drugged zombies or drunken morons or people who think Elmo is a Seame Street god or something. Normally I would vent to my friend or something, but now I'm sure if I told her about this she'll blow up at me. So, in a nutshell, I'm frustrated.