Jan 21, 2007 19:12
one day i won't need to be loved. i won't need to hold on.
i won't need to keep that picture or that fold out card.
i won't need to keep that hat or that heart shaped box.
i won't need to keep that vase or the flowers and card that came with it.
i won't need to keep that frame, the flower, and the glass it's in.
i won't need to remember the days and texts that i still keep.
I won't need to know your name or number writen after it.
i won't need to keep the smiles, the kisses, laughs and hugs.
i won't need to keep the "friends", the ones who cut me out.
i won't need to cry to sleep and dream some rediculous dream.
i won't need that letter to make me feel like i was wanted.
i won't need a razor blade to punish myself anymore.
i won't need cocaine to silence my thoughts and "feelings".
one day i won't want that love ...thank God today is that day.