sigh...
so everyone is leaving for college and I'm just here... yeah, same old same old. so i still don't know when or even what my classes are this year but it's cool. i had a job interview today at livonia for the front deck position... it's a bit farther but i'd be making more money than i am now at fucking coldstone. I have to get a dancer's licence. yeah i had no idea that you needed one, apparently it's like $300 so yeah... i can make it in like 3 days- MAYBE 2 if i'm lucky. Granted that I don't spend it on drugs, alcohol, tattoos, or another piercing (yeah, i got another tattoo and i want to get my belly button done and i HAVE to redo my industrial cause it filled in) well, i dance tonight so i should make some of it.
I miss Cara. I was blown last night with Ariele and CAra called me from a frat party she was at and I almost started crying. lol. i'm a bitch. but yeah then she called like 3 more times and I didn't answer cause I was passed out in some parking lot. oh i'm a drug addict hahaha. but yeah, that was the first time CAra and I have both been fucked up and not together. when she called she was like "yeah Satisfaction was on and i was like 'where is Justin? he should be getting naked right now!' but you're not here." God i love her.
he's leaving next thursday and it's kinda killing me a bit. why he's still with him make's no sense to me. all we do is make fun of him when we're together and none of his friends would stop me if i did something. this is the thing that I hate with a passion- he's settling. he doesn't realize how great he is, he doesn't realize that he's not stupid, ugly, or worthless. why is he staying with him if that's how he makes him feel? on a brighter note: he held my hand on the car ride home :-)
I miss Cara. I was blown last night with Ariele and CAra called me from a frat party she was at and I almost started crying. lol. i'm a bitch. but yeah then she called like 3 more times and I didn't answer cause I was passed out in some parking lot. oh i'm a drug addict hahaha. but yeah, that was the first time CAra and I have both been fucked up and not together. when she called she was like "yeah Satisfaction was on and i was like 'where is Justin? he should be getting naked right now!' but you're not here." God i love her.
he's leaving next thursday and it's kinda killing me a bit. why he's still with him make's no sense to me. all we do is make fun of him when we're together and none of his friends would stop me if i did something. this is the thing that I hate with a passion- he's settling. he doesn't realize how great he is, he doesn't realize that he's not stupid, ugly, or worthless. why is he staying with him if that's how he makes him feel? on a brighter note: he held my hand on the car ride home :-)