"fuck you jodan you make me sick"
(ok yeah so live journal decided to screw me over when i was already pissed! i had the entire entry and it just decided to delete it so yeah here it goes again)
WOW! ok yeah so tonight basically sucked! but im glad you were there for me sam. so first of all my friend, well i thought you were but i didnt think that a friend could do something like that to someone. You know that i like him and you know what i have been having problems with him why did you have to pick him to be the cling on for the night! it was so obvious and it hurts i told you before that i wouldnt mind but i do! i lied im sorry! you should at least know better! thats like basically the second time you have done this! AH i dont even know what to say or how to say it! and then you! what the hell if you didnt want me coming i wish you would have told me! i called you to ask you and you never called back but you told other people that was coming so i assumed it would be ok. i mean i didnt expect anything but i mean at least a hi/hey beck and a goodnight would have surficed! but no! not a word! which is exactly why we are in the predicament that we are in now! because you dont talk to me1 theres not much else to say but im sorry and goodbye, i wish that what i said in the letter wasnt true but it is and now i guess ill just have to work on getting over it cause its not worth it its not worth obsessing over whether you will talk to me or not, do you really want me to be there or no? im sorry that i guess i wont be able to hang out with you agian beause i really enjoyed all the guys, i felt like i could just be myself and thats it, have fun, chill, i was one of you and there wasnt any drama, but yeah guess that wont happen anymore. oh well, times change, i just wish that things didnt
yeah the drive home was tons of fun thanks sam! we had our Something corporate therapy session and listened to all the songs and like interperated them, changed the names and blasted it til we felt better HAHA it was a good ride home. yeah im gunna go before my mind gets clearer and i realize that i shouldnt say this stuff because it might offend them. what the hell why do i care, im always trying not to hurt anyone but in the process i end up hurting myself!
(stole this from Jen)
My Something Corporate therapy"If You C Jordan"
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*name and/or gender changed
I have a story, a bitter anthem for everyone to hear,
about this kid who just don't like me and that's a solid fact.
They say he's hunting me and as you see I'm all swelled up with fear
cuz I can't get him off my back.
If you see Jordan, he makes me sick,
high school's over and you still won't quit.
You tried to fight me down at Tyler's beach and man I think that's great.
You nearly cried and said to yell at you like I do at all the girls.
Then you drove home real quick, did you make it in time to masturbate?
There's one too many of you in this world.
You say its chivalry, but its jealousy that led us to this song.
Won't play it often just at least until you're gone.
You'll stop at nothing but the real thing and everything up to that's pretend.
You tried to brainwash all my friends.
Fuck you Jordan, fuck you Jordan,
you make me sick, you make me sick,
high school's over, high school's over,
I don't care if you dye your hair,
you'll always be a little redhead bitch