He was always supposed to be here...
Why does LJ keep stuffing up? *sigh*
I'm a wee iddy bit annoyed right now. Works cut back on my hours BIG TIME!! I have a grand total of 9 hours this week. I can't believe it! It could be ok, I mean I was more then likely going to spend the money on crap anyway but still. I'm going to be sooooo bored!! So anyway, The Debos "Pink bits night" was more or less a flop. It was pretty much exactly the same kinda crowd we get every weekend and there were alot of people not willing to donate to the cause. Though there was one guy that insisted i charge him extra for every drink just so it could be put in the tin. Random drunk guy, you rock! lol! The target was ten grand but i think we only managed five or six. Not too bad but I really thought we could have promoted it alot better. It would have made all the difference.
Tonight was supposed to be the staff party and even though I said I'd go, I wanted to go & I needed to go, I still didn't go. I guess I didn't feel like being out with people I hardly know. I'd much rather be around friends at the moment.
Now stepping away from work, my domestic situation hasn't gotten much better. I finally moved out of Stephans which I know is a positive step but at the same time, it hurts like hell. He treated me like crap in some ways but gosh darnit I loved that guy so much! I think a part of me still does. But I know the bit that hurts the most isn't the fact that we broke up, the fact that I was second or the fact that I was never really sure if he really loved me but the idea that I thought I'd always have him around, that we'd be together for a very long time and that we'd grow old at least being friends if anything but he doesn't seem to be ready for that right now. Neither am I though really. So now I'm staying at Ryans since my awesome father (aka, that guy that just happened to be lying on my mum when i was concieved) told me there was no way I could stay with him even though I had no where else. I'm so lucky Ryan said it was ok or I'd be fucked and the best part is Ryan has uber monster fast internet of doom! MUAHAHAHAHA!! Seriously, I'm downloading crap, he's playing warhammer online and there's NO LAG!!! Fucking sweeeeett!!!
Friday is Renee's birthday so she's having a halloween theme party with epic dress up-ness. I have no idea what to go as. Being a goth anyway, it's kinda difficult to find something that'd shock people. Maybe I can go as a preppy girl, I mean they're scary to me and that counts right? pfft, I'll figure it out. Anyway, Neopets is calling so yeah, till next time, xoxo
I'm a wee iddy bit annoyed right now. Works cut back on my hours BIG TIME!! I have a grand total of 9 hours this week. I can't believe it! It could be ok, I mean I was more then likely going to spend the money on crap anyway but still. I'm going to be sooooo bored!! So anyway, The Debos "Pink bits night" was more or less a flop. It was pretty much exactly the same kinda crowd we get every weekend and there were alot of people not willing to donate to the cause. Though there was one guy that insisted i charge him extra for every drink just so it could be put in the tin. Random drunk guy, you rock! lol! The target was ten grand but i think we only managed five or six. Not too bad but I really thought we could have promoted it alot better. It would have made all the difference.
Tonight was supposed to be the staff party and even though I said I'd go, I wanted to go & I needed to go, I still didn't go. I guess I didn't feel like being out with people I hardly know. I'd much rather be around friends at the moment.
Now stepping away from work, my domestic situation hasn't gotten much better. I finally moved out of Stephans which I know is a positive step but at the same time, it hurts like hell. He treated me like crap in some ways but gosh darnit I loved that guy so much! I think a part of me still does. But I know the bit that hurts the most isn't the fact that we broke up, the fact that I was second or the fact that I was never really sure if he really loved me but the idea that I thought I'd always have him around, that we'd be together for a very long time and that we'd grow old at least being friends if anything but he doesn't seem to be ready for that right now. Neither am I though really. So now I'm staying at Ryans since my awesome father (aka, that guy that just happened to be lying on my mum when i was concieved) told me there was no way I could stay with him even though I had no where else. I'm so lucky Ryan said it was ok or I'd be fucked and the best part is Ryan has uber monster fast internet of doom! MUAHAHAHAHA!! Seriously, I'm downloading crap, he's playing warhammer online and there's NO LAG!!! Fucking sweeeeett!!!
Friday is Renee's birthday so she's having a halloween theme party with epic dress up-ness. I have no idea what to go as. Being a goth anyway, it's kinda difficult to find something that'd shock people. Maybe I can go as a preppy girl, I mean they're scary to me and that counts right? pfft, I'll figure it out. Anyway, Neopets is calling so yeah, till next time, xoxo