Pissed off
I can so tell I'm gonna regret saying this within a few days, it all sounds so self-centred... but right now, I don't really care.
OK, maybe I am a lazy bastard and don't like to do work, but it's not as if I do absolutely nothing! My science teacher obviously disagrees about that... and who says I actually care about her fricken subject anyway?
I did actually put some effort into our science project, really I did! It's not as if I can measure 50 ml of water, or know how to use a stopwatch, or read an electronic balance... and I didn't just sit around twiddling my thumbs. I did attempt to help, not that my friends appreciate it much, seeing as I do everything slower than them. And of course, that just makes me feel doubly worthless! Can I do nothing right? Effort? What about the effort she hasn't put in? OK, maybe me being blind is a real pain, but it's not as if I can help that. And I'm having her next year, again? That's one class I'm certainly not looking forward to. Honestly, why do I even care what she thinks? She's only a science teacher...
OK, maybe I am a lazy bastard and don't like to do work, but it's not as if I do absolutely nothing! My science teacher obviously disagrees about that... and who says I actually care about her fricken subject anyway?
I did actually put some effort into our science project, really I did! It's not as if I can measure 50 ml of water, or know how to use a stopwatch, or read an electronic balance... and I didn't just sit around twiddling my thumbs. I did attempt to help, not that my friends appreciate it much, seeing as I do everything slower than them. And of course, that just makes me feel doubly worthless! Can I do nothing right? Effort? What about the effort she hasn't put in? OK, maybe me being blind is a real pain, but it's not as if I can help that. And I'm having her next year, again? That's one class I'm certainly not looking forward to. Honestly, why do I even care what she thinks? She's only a science teacher...