Jan 15, 2006 10:59
We aren't right for each other. But I've accepted it.
You are just my best friend and I've almost accepted it. Except that you and I both know we will never be "just" anything to each other.
I'm aware that I haven't met my soulmate yet and if I have I don't know who he is yet. I'm working on accepting that.
I am almost halfway done with college. I am no where near accepting that.
I'm ready to meet someone new and keep moving on from whatever is holding me back in the past.
Acceptance. Reflection. Revelation. I think this break has been good for me. I am anxious and nervous for this semester to start. I feel as though I haven't set insurmountable goals but I am going to have to work really hard to achieve them. I hope I am up to the challenge. 2006 has been pretty good so far, I'd like to keep that up.
I don't really know what is going to come at me this semester but I know that I can handle whatever it is in some way or another.
I know I have to believe in myself and I hope I can accept that.
...and if we have to go another year, that's ok, because I know we can do it.