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dont really know what i feel at the time being ... confused as hell and wondering what to do next ... ok so i dont know why i feel so wierd ... i feel as if me and patrick dated forever and just ended in a horrible break up but in reality we only hung out a hand full of times and were never really dating ... but when i realized im the one who has to call him he never calls me i decided to stop calling and see where he takes it... and the answer i got was NO WERE!! yes well... im taking it hard and i dont know why ... and britny's comment was well at least you have your back up lol but i didnt and she was shocked cuz i used to always have a back up ... lol i love her ... i dont know... this is me we're talking about guys dont get to me unless his name is michael ... well now patrick ... errrrrr was did he have to be so perfect and make me feel the way he did .... errrrrrr so angery and so sad at the same time ... im blarring the song not pretty enough ... cuz thats how i feel ... i feel unwanted...