Mar 10, 2009 14:43
I am having such serious focusing issues it isn't even funny.
I'm not in jazz class today a) because I don't feel well but b) so I could give myself two extra hours to get done a composition for French and work on my Anthrology and Brain studying since I have two exams on Thursday. And what am I doing? Updating livejournal. How much have I gotten done? About a paragraph in to the paper.
I used to be about 20 times more motivated. And the thing is, I DO want to do well. I just can't bring myself to get started with things or get myself into it. Somehow though, everything does happen. It just happens really late at night, which I hate but can't seem to avoid. I'm not sure how I made it onto the faculty honors list last semester, or how I'm going to again this semester (at least I hope for that second part).
Spring break is two days away, I'm going home and then to Florida with the family the day after tomorrow.
Now to go get that paper finished....blah.