magic of rainbows
For whatever reason, lately I"ve been in quite a venture of mood swings...ending with a long, kind of overcast feeling. I'm not necessarily in a bad mood, but an oddly dark intuition consumes me. Like, a calm before a storm...the way animals sense things.
Now, I'm not claiming to have some type of feline connection with the mother earth...hoorah, or anything. And brother says it's just because I'm 30. Whatever the hell that means. I don't know what's to come of 31, and why didn't I see the clouds rolling in while still 29? He says, "it's just when you actually start contemplating life..." I didn't think I was thinking shit, but, "why do I feel so weird?!"
Well...this morning, just AFTER I took the kids to school, I was driving to the store, and saw the most brilliant rainbow I've ever seen in my life. I wished the kids could have been there. I wished I would have thought to grab my camera (that was actually IN MY TRUCK too!) but I couldn't think much past the beauty of it. And I felt better...really.
Something may be coming....can't shake that feeling. But something good will come from it as well.