hmmm

[beccanator]

i went to target today. got some good stuff. i talked to people online. then when to stephs. then went to other stephs. i tried to have fun i really did but i sensed a feeling of i dunno weirdness from everyone.

Steviebens: did u have fun tonight
becca b drummin: yea sorta
becca b drummin: i was tired of feeling sorry for my self and decided to put on a show of happiness...i guess it worked
Steviebens: i could tell u were havin fun dont deny it
Steviebens: lol
becca b drummin: lol okay
Steviebens: admit it
becca b drummin: well yea during pictionary lol

i cant be mad forever. it cant be changed. i guess it will be in my head always but i wont hold it against them.

im working tomorrow morning then purim carnival then plans with matt. :). oh crap i have homework...hmm when am i gunna do it? whatever.

later-
beccanator