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To put it in Amandas words "I'm just embarrassed for you..."
This whole situation is just riiidiculous.
Everyone knows I'm the first person to apologize if I'm wrong, and even if I'm not, but I have no reason to apologize to anyone but JENN VARNELL, which I did on the spot.
I really should be getting an apology from everyone else.
You have all put me on thin ice since I got a boyfriend, you all have made me cry so many times, for such insignificant things, and you have put the blame on me for everything just because it takes me a little time for me to even out an actual relationship with friends who won't put any effort into anything.
None of you but JENN VARNELL have a reason to be upset with me in ANY sense, this effects no one but her.
Grow up, realize I'm trying, but it's hard for me to see my friends who all have jobs 5-close, 11-6, every day, and when they aren't working, expect me to know their individual schedules and call them on their time off.
You know...I wouldn't want anyone to have to actually have to go through the trouble of calling me for once, that's completely out of the question.
You all disappoint me, just think about this, put yourself in my shoes, don't go accusing me for things you don't even know my half of the story for.
If you have a problem with me, call me your goddamn self, take time out of your schedules and talk to me, don't have Jenn set me up, and then have a spokes person to tell me you all 'JUST HONESTLY DON'T CARE IF I'M THERE OR NOT".
All of you have been pessimistic and over critical of everything, it's like I'm constantly being tested.
Jesus fucking christ.
Give me a break, I have always been there for each and everyone one of you.
I have and would drive anywhere to help you, and I would and have stuck up for you, even when you're wrong.
If I'm being disowned as a friend for such stupid immature shit, so be it, it's nice to know my friends will just throw me aside for being happy and making petty mistakes.
Anyway, I was talking to Kevin asking if he was upset that his best friend was always with his girlfriend, and that he doesn't see him as often, and he responded saying that "I know I'll be here longer than she will, and as long as he's happy, and is still my friend, I can wait."
I'm not asking much of anyone, but you're asking of me everything, I love you guys, and if you think I'm going to forget about that because I have a boyfriend, then I really don't have anything to say to you...
I'll screen the comments, if anyone wants to talk to me through this, and you're welcome to.
But on a better note, I got into HOSA at school this year, I now have a parking decal, and I'm out of the bullshit magnet program (hopefully). I'm actually excited to go back to school now.
This whole situation is just riiidiculous.
Everyone knows I'm the first person to apologize if I'm wrong, and even if I'm not, but I have no reason to apologize to anyone but JENN VARNELL, which I did on the spot.
I really should be getting an apology from everyone else.
You have all put me on thin ice since I got a boyfriend, you all have made me cry so many times, for such insignificant things, and you have put the blame on me for everything just because it takes me a little time for me to even out an actual relationship with friends who won't put any effort into anything.
None of you but JENN VARNELL have a reason to be upset with me in ANY sense, this effects no one but her.
Grow up, realize I'm trying, but it's hard for me to see my friends who all have jobs 5-close, 11-6, every day, and when they aren't working, expect me to know their individual schedules and call them on their time off.
You know...I wouldn't want anyone to have to actually have to go through the trouble of calling me for once, that's completely out of the question.
You all disappoint me, just think about this, put yourself in my shoes, don't go accusing me for things you don't even know my half of the story for.
If you have a problem with me, call me your goddamn self, take time out of your schedules and talk to me, don't have Jenn set me up, and then have a spokes person to tell me you all 'JUST HONESTLY DON'T CARE IF I'M THERE OR NOT".
All of you have been pessimistic and over critical of everything, it's like I'm constantly being tested.
Jesus fucking christ.
Give me a break, I have always been there for each and everyone one of you.
I have and would drive anywhere to help you, and I would and have stuck up for you, even when you're wrong.
If I'm being disowned as a friend for such stupid immature shit, so be it, it's nice to know my friends will just throw me aside for being happy and making petty mistakes.
Anyway, I was talking to Kevin asking if he was upset that his best friend was always with his girlfriend, and that he doesn't see him as often, and he responded saying that "I know I'll be here longer than she will, and as long as he's happy, and is still my friend, I can wait."
I'm not asking much of anyone, but you're asking of me everything, I love you guys, and if you think I'm going to forget about that because I have a boyfriend, then I really don't have anything to say to you...
I'll screen the comments, if anyone wants to talk to me through this, and you're welcome to.
But on a better note, I got into HOSA at school this year, I now have a parking decal, and I'm out of the bullshit magnet program (hopefully). I'm actually excited to go back to school now.