Nov 10, 2004 14:36
So I was reading a bunch of entries I made back when I was a little Freshman and Sophomore at Niagara, and I can't help but think about how much I have changed since then. I won't lie. I do long to still be at Niagara, and I think it was a stupid mistake not to go back after my semester off. It's clear that taking that semester off was good for me though. I can't believe how much I have matured since then. But it got me thinking about all these things I had forgotten about...
the ASA formal... I was so excited about the sparkly light blue dress I got which was the same as Anne's, and I didn't remember that convo I had with Ryanne till just now...
the time Dave took me to get alcohol for me and my friends and he kissed me in his car, and I was so elated cuz he was a junior and I was just a little Freshman *gasp*...
the night I got my Big Sis, Vecchio... she was the best ever...
the time I went to do yoga with Lauren and JR and we all ended up trying on Niki's big pink princess dress and parading around in it...
I guess I'm just one of those people who need to lose something before they realize what they had. Why couldn't I see a good thing in front of me? I gave it all up for what??? Windy Oswego? Nick Thompson (God help me)? WHAT?
I'm making the best of Oswego, I really am. And it's not a bad school, but it's just one of those situations I'll never had closure with. I can only hope I won't ever make a mistake like that again in my life.