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so it's another saturday night and i'm sitting at my house...funnnn...anyways i went shopping today..i ended up buying 4 really cute shirts. elyse and i went to six flags yesterday..i used to hate roller coasters..but yesterday i had sooo much fun..i needed to have fun and just take a break to myself. i hate the damn rain..this means josh prolly wont get to ride tonight. i hope he does good if he does ride...i was going to go..but the rodeo was all the way out in fayetville and i have to work at 7 am tommorow..so hopefully i'll just see him tomorrow night. i have to take the compass test for perimiter on monday at 10. I really dont wanna take it. i'm waiting for the bAD SAnta movie to come on, i really like it. there's this song by garth brooks that describes how josh feels about rodeo and how i feel about it..i like rodeo..but i dont know if i can handle him being away every saturday and sunday..i looked at a new car..it's a honda civic..well it's a 99..but its in good condition and it's 10,000. If i get the bank to finance it i will end up saving 1,400 dollars..anyways i think josh is going to co-sign if i get it..i'm getting the civic because my mother will not sign my car over to my name..so i'm giving her back the car and buying my own..i'm supposed to move out by July but I dont know how thats going considering we havent even looked into it all that well...i wish i wasnt so tired..i am too young to feel this old..i hate being on feet for 7 hours a day..it sucked because today i had the wrong shoes on and i got blisters on my feetsies...eh..well i guess i'm going to lay down and be lazy..love you all..
"Rodeo"
-By: Garth Brooks
His eyes are cold and restless
His wounds have almost healed
And she'd give half of Texas
Just to change the way he feels
She knows his love's in Tulsa
And she knows he's gunna go
Well it a'int no woman, flesh and blood
It's that damned old rodeo
Well it's bulls and blood
It's dust and mud
It's the roar of a Sunday crowd
It's the white in his knuckles
The gold in the buckle
He'll win the next go' round
It's boots and chaps
It's cowboy hats
It's spurs and latigo
It's the ropes and the reins
And the joy and the pain
And they call the thing rodeo
She does her best to hold him
When his love comes to call
But his need for it controls him
And her back's against the wall
And it's "so long girl, I'll see you"
When it's time for him to go
You know the woman wants her cowboy
Like he wants his rodeo
It'll drive a cowboy crazy
It'll drive the man insane
And he'll sell off everything he owns
Just to pay to play the game
And a broken home and some broken bones
Is all he'll have to show
For all the years he spent chasin'
The dream they call rodeo
It's the broncs and the blood
It's the steers and the mud
And they call the thing rodeo
"Rodeo"
-By: Garth Brooks
His eyes are cold and restless
His wounds have almost healed
And she'd give half of Texas
Just to change the way he feels
She knows his love's in Tulsa
And she knows he's gunna go
Well it a'int no woman, flesh and blood
It's that damned old rodeo
Well it's bulls and blood
It's dust and mud
It's the roar of a Sunday crowd
It's the white in his knuckles
The gold in the buckle
He'll win the next go' round
It's boots and chaps
It's cowboy hats
It's spurs and latigo
It's the ropes and the reins
And the joy and the pain
And they call the thing rodeo
She does her best to hold him
When his love comes to call
But his need for it controls him
And her back's against the wall
And it's "so long girl, I'll see you"
When it's time for him to go
You know the woman wants her cowboy
Like he wants his rodeo
It'll drive a cowboy crazy
It'll drive the man insane
And he'll sell off everything he owns
Just to pay to play the game
And a broken home and some broken bones
Is all he'll have to show
For all the years he spent chasin'
The dream they call rodeo
It's the broncs and the blood
It's the steers and the mud
And they call the thing rodeo