drugs or jesus....
so i'm really stressed because i got my dress when i had my boyfriend and then the asshole dumps me on my ass so i have no date to prom..i really hate men! with a passion and i hope that i can find a date before may 7 so if anyone wants to go..i am available.. i am also kinda stressed about graduatiing..because i have a 75 in economics..the class is so hard..ne wayz so i need to get my grade up so i dont fail because then i wont graduate and that would suck...i'm dating a 23 year old and everyone thinks thats so bad..but i am 18 years old and i make my own descisions and this guy is really sweet and i really like him so if anyone has any concerns leave them with me because i do not care what anyone thinks..i just really hate people nagging me about it...i'm at school and i am bored as hell.. so i thought i would write in here..anyways i really like this guy..i'm tired of being lonely.. i miss scott sometimes..i mean i was with him for almost 7 months, he was an important part in my life..and it's so hard to move on..yesterday was 3 weeks that we had been broken up..and i havent talked to him in that long..but i see him driving around everywhere..and i get so scared and lonely..and i dont know what to do..i'm just so pissed at him because he's stupid and he left me..i treated him right..he didnt deserve me, so thats why i'm moving on and dating around becuase i'm not going to waste my time waiting for him..he can come back but hes going to have to beg me to take his ass back.. i'm so glad he's leaving soon anyway to go into the air force..if they'll even take him...anyways i had to bitch and complain..i hope all is well for everyone..love ya'll!