I suck I know
So I never finished my last journal entry and now the oomph is gone out of me to finish it. But the gist of it is, we ended up having oral sex at the play space, I watched them have sex with each other (omg, hawt!) and since he's left, I've been invited to visit them in Virginia for 2 weeks in between summer and fall semesters. Mom and Dad volunteered to take the cats for me if I wanted to and I'm seriously considering it. Even if I don't go visit them, they're coming back to BR at the end of July and I'll see them at DragonCon, so we'll see. I'm tres excited either way .
The thing with the Drummer is over. We weren't actually dating, just fucking and I'm not even sure I ever got the chance to talk about it on here but he's having girl drama and was dating someone and then not dating someone and now they're talking again ... I don't know I just know I want no part in it. I'll approach him again if he's ever single single ... maybe. I'm not thrilled over the way I as treated so probably not. We were supposed to play Saturday night, and then it was "we can play but not until after I play with her..." Meh. We had plans already, fucktard. Whatever. I played with someone else and did fireplay which I hadn't done in years. Now I have even more of a need to do impact. Its time.
I brought someone home Thursday night. No clue who he was, his name, phone number, anything. I didn't wanna know. It was okay, but I was really drunk. That's really all I have to say about that. It was a one night stand, it didn't suck but I certainly didn't wanna see him again, especially since he lives in D.C..
I've revamped my profiles on FL(more active, more pictures), OKCupid, and POF. I guess I'm gonna start dating but I don't want anything monogamous. I think I wanna stay single til I graduate. We'll see.
I need to study, I'm procrastinating.
Goodnight.
The thing with the Drummer is over. We weren't actually dating, just fucking and I'm not even sure I ever got the chance to talk about it on here but he's having girl drama and was dating someone and then not dating someone and now they're talking again ... I don't know I just know I want no part in it. I'll approach him again if he's ever single single ... maybe. I'm not thrilled over the way I as treated so probably not. We were supposed to play Saturday night, and then it was "we can play but not until after I play with her..." Meh. We had plans already, fucktard. Whatever. I played with someone else and did fireplay which I hadn't done in years. Now I have even more of a need to do impact. Its time.
I brought someone home Thursday night. No clue who he was, his name, phone number, anything. I didn't wanna know. It was okay, but I was really drunk. That's really all I have to say about that. It was a one night stand, it didn't suck but I certainly didn't wanna see him again, especially since he lives in D.C..
I've revamped my profiles on FL(more active, more pictures), OKCupid, and POF. I guess I'm gonna start dating but I don't want anything monogamous. I think I wanna stay single til I graduate. We'll see.
I need to study, I'm procrastinating.
Goodnight.