TNG
I got rid of TNG. I don't mind helping her going forward, in fact ... I'll be disappointed if she doesn't ask for help, but I transferred over the ownership of TNG to someone who is ... at times bitchy ... hey, so am I ... it comes with the job I think :) But female, under 30, not creepy, and cares about the community. I just couldn't take having the target on my back anymore.
I've volunteered to be the go to gal for the webpage if we wanna do that .... so we'll see if she takes me up on that and officially I'm still listed as a group leader, so I'll be her backup when she needs it ... but I'm gonna let her make the decisions and all that jazz. If they stop having TNG functions at FQD, I'm sure TIG will just pick up where I left off. I'm just tired of being the bad guy and I can't do it emotionally anymore.
So letting that go helped last night but today I'm back at square one. I dunno. I'm just having a really hard time lately of feeling justified in saying when I need something, whenever I do ... I feel guilty. *sigh*
I don't know how to do this.
I've volunteered to be the go to gal for the webpage if we wanna do that .... so we'll see if she takes me up on that and officially I'm still listed as a group leader, so I'll be her backup when she needs it ... but I'm gonna let her make the decisions and all that jazz. If they stop having TNG functions at FQD, I'm sure TIG will just pick up where I left off. I'm just tired of being the bad guy and I can't do it emotionally anymore.
So letting that go helped last night but today I'm back at square one. I dunno. I'm just having a really hard time lately of feeling justified in saying when I need something, whenever I do ... I feel guilty. *sigh*
I don't know how to do this.