Oct 24, 2007 12:57
He's sad and depressed, and I don't want him to be. I want to help make him happy again.
I'm scared, too. The last time something like this happened, though it might've been worse, I was terrified. I'm not quite at that level of fear yet, but I am very very scared.
I'm not sure what else to say. He's sad, I love him and want to make him feel better. And i'm scared. Very very scared.
There is a sliver of good news in all of this. On my parents side, he's allowed to come down here during his next school vacation. We're both tired of waiting, I think. We need to touch. My half sister is here as well, so it's a bit crowded, but we can share my room. It'll be cramped, but manageable.. I just hope he doesn't mind