Apr 13, 2006 22:00
i turn up the music loud enough to the point where i cant hear my own thoughts. i dont want to hear them anymore
there are so many phonies and fakes out there. i dont know what to do
i try and do what i think is right, to help, but i get accused
these words dont explain it i cant do it
i dont know what is wrong
i walk up and down not knowing where im going- just follow the pattern
im loosing everyone
life shouldnt be about this
i dont even know why i cant get anything across but not just to you, to myself as well
i am thinking in a language i cant even understand
your fucking stupid you know that... how could you do that to yourself
but i dont give a shit anymore- hit rock bottom and youll wonder where you were before
i am thinking in a language i cant even understand so dont try and translate this
i really am a mess