Feeling kind of weird...
So...yesterday, a friend of mine bought a GORGEOUS, brand-new, red, 2009 Kawasaki Ninja bullet bike and I got to go see it. For some reason, I noted a lack of the rebellious excitement I now realize I would have experienced in the "old" me. A few months ago I would have been uber eager to jump on it and ride somewhere with reckless abandon. I have some kind of wild streak inside that I've acknowledged before and would have expected it to rear up upon seeing the motorcycle. Strangely, though, I felt more of a "wow, what a beautiful piece of equipment" and "that's awesome for you...realizing your dream of owning this bike! Kudos, man!" kind of reaction. Is this a mark of growing up? Or am I apathetically dead? I hope it's neither in some ways, lol, but definitely prefer the former to the latter. Anywho, just a strikes-me-as-odd observation.
Another un-noteworthy thought...why does the IT department send you an email to tell you that the email system has gone down, but they are working on getting it fixed? That's just stupid. I realize it's not working and then, when it comes back up, I see an email confirming my "oh, yep, I guess it wasn't working" intuition. Kind of belittling, you know? Or just plain senseless...
My condolences to God,
BECCA
Another un-noteworthy thought...why does the IT department send you an email to tell you that the email system has gone down, but they are working on getting it fixed? That's just stupid. I realize it's not working and then, when it comes back up, I see an email confirming my "oh, yep, I guess it wasn't working" intuition. Kind of belittling, you know? Or just plain senseless...
My condolences to God,
BECCA