Feb 20, 2005 17:41
So Eric just left me a little bit ago...he came out here last night after he got off work. When we were laying in bed last night he asked me how I felt about him, and he already knows how I feel about him, but I think he just wanted me to reassure him, because then he decided to ask me if I wanted to make things official between us. I haven't had a boyfriend since before my senior year...I mean, I've dated guys, I've dated too many guys in the past year and a half, but haven't been anyone's girlfriend until last night. I haven't had anyone make me feel this good about myself and it is obvious that he isn't in it just to get a piece of ass...he is content just being with me and he loves to cuddle with me, which makes me really happy as well. I hope everything goes well.
I get to go home next weekend and I am really excited. Brittyn is gonna go with me, which is awesome...we've been hanging out a lot lately and I love it. I don't think she had a very good night last night, but Brittyn, if you read this, I care about you and you can talk to me anytime you want...you weren't in the way or intruding or anything...I invited you, so I wanted you with us. I heart you sweetie.