I don't know what's wrong with me

[beccaann1015]

So, I've felt sort of depressed a lot lately. I don't really know why, just that I don't really like it too much. Sure, I have my really high times, like last night just playing around and having fun with Jessy and all that blog crap I put on here, but otherwise I feel like shit. I get really moody sometimes and snap. I think sometimes people should know what I'm thinking and how I am feeling, but they don't, and they don't have the power to do that.

I gave up sex for lent. I know that may be really easy for some people, but it is sort of difficult for me. I have gotten to the point where I feel like sex isn't a big deal anymore, but it really is, and I know that.

I know some of you have never read my poetry, and those of you who have haven't read it in a while, so here goes...let me know what you think.

Tears

So little and fragile
but a lot of meaning and debt
Trickles of clear liquid stream down
leaving your plush cheeks softly wet
Wiped away like its breezed by the wind,
in the tissue it is kept
You can hold in the rage
but you know what happens next
There's no way they can be held
whether from happiness, sadness or fear
If the feeling deeply takes over you...
Silently come tears