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i absolutely and completely HATE my parents right now.
so the other day at crew i decided i really wanted to go to the regatta, so i convinced my parents to let me go, and i told erin and all that jazz. then last night they spring on me that i have to find a ride home (i was going there with nina but she was going home with caroline and they didn't have room) or else i can't go. so i told them that i could easily get a ride home once i was there, but 9:30 is usually too lat to call someone, and i didn't have anyone's phone numbers. instead of trying to help me, they just told that i had all week to find a ride, which is such a lie, since they JUST told me that i had to find one at that moment. so now i can't go to the regatta and erin's going to be really pissed at me when it's not even my fault, it's my parents. Somehow everything is being blamed on me and it's so fucked up. When i go to crew tomorrow, everyone's going to be so pissed with me and it's not even my fault. i really REALLY want to go, and no one else on the team does. today was going to be a no stress, cumilative race (and my last with northampton), and now i have to stay at home, smiling and being all cheery for my brother's graduation party.
and to top it off, everything else is completely screwed up. like certain people who i thought were my best friends and have now gone and replaced me, when i still have 4 more weeks left.
i just want to fucking move right now. i hate all of this.
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so the other day at crew i decided i really wanted to go to the regatta, so i convinced my parents to let me go, and i told erin and all that jazz. then last night they spring on me that i have to find a ride home (i was going there with nina but she was going home with caroline and they didn't have room) or else i can't go. so i told them that i could easily get a ride home once i was there, but 9:30 is usually too lat to call someone, and i didn't have anyone's phone numbers. instead of trying to help me, they just told that i had all week to find a ride, which is such a lie, since they JUST told me that i had to find one at that moment. so now i can't go to the regatta and erin's going to be really pissed at me when it's not even my fault, it's my parents. Somehow everything is being blamed on me and it's so fucked up. When i go to crew tomorrow, everyone's going to be so pissed with me and it's not even my fault. i really REALLY want to go, and no one else on the team does. today was going to be a no stress, cumilative race (and my last with northampton), and now i have to stay at home, smiling and being all cheery for my brother's graduation party.
and to top it off, everything else is completely screwed up. like certain people who i thought were my best friends and have now gone and replaced me, when i still have 4 more weeks left.
i just want to fucking move right now. i hate all of this.
oli kfdshfdvbmn,vcbmnvchjkfdshjkgfdhjknfbvc,m vxcb,mnfdsaghjklfdsahjlfd