One Year

Oct 10, 2006 10:54

You deserve a better update. I will get to it, I promise. But for now, I just need to get something out because I don't want to be mistaken. I don't want anyone else to be mistaken and I don't want myself to be, either.

Sometimes I make mistakes and bad decisions and sometimes I don't know what I'm doing; sometimes I fall to easily to influence; sometimes I think too much and sometimes I just don't think. I get myself into a lot of bullshit, and not only right now but ever since I've been here.

But despite all of that, despite being stressed out or hurt or broke, I am so glad to be here. I am so lucky to be here. I do not regret one minute of it.

Today I've been here a year.

I still love you, Chicago, even more so than when I moved. I will stick with you through the winter. I will stick with you through all of the bullshit and all of the assholes; when I'm starving and sad and sick, I will wait it out with you. Chicago, I will stay with you through everything.
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