connections
It's weird how you can talk to certain people about certain things. i mean i have different friends for different conversations. if i just want to be goofy ill go to someone or if i want to be completely serious ill go to another. its nice to talk to the type of person where you can be goof. i think i have four of my friends that i could talk to about absolutly anything. its always nice to have those hour long conversations. in the past two days ive have two. one of them was with kelsey. we talked about the most random things that triggered more randomness. you always find out so much when you do that. we were just sitting on her plaster covered bedroom floor talking for a good hour or so. those chats just make my day. i love kelsey. shes such a goofball and i think shes so overlooked. it makes me sad when most people cant get to her inner core of who she is. well part of the reason is she puts up her meek exterior. but what makes me smile is when someone notices the little things we do to one another. like in english class today we continually made goofy faces until we laughed so hard. few people would glance over and i just screamed in my head "YES YES! This is the kelsey everyone needs to see!" but at the same time im pleased that she has let me into her coccoon.
man ive been amused by the poeple in my gym class. i really cant help but love that class. kas is the coolest kid ever. in health class i didnt really notice him until one class he decided to sit next to me while kels wasnt here and talk about how he didntlike sitting near the ghetto chicks. theres just something sincere and awesome about that kid. i mean hell talk to anyone! be completely friendly, not backstabb. i do believe he is one of those few genuinaly awesome guys that id love to get to know more. he always brings a smile to my face in that class haha. and nate! hes such a tall goof. we are SOO different, even dave had mentioned how funny it is that i liek him. i mean hes very conservitive and i think republican. as for me im sort of nothing and pure openminded. hes just so funny sometimes with his quietness. hm who else. herbie! it seems as though a lot of people dont like him. but in gym class hes so full of energy and will find any excuse to jump 10 feet in the air or run into something. its great. i also had a random nice conversation with dustin. i hadnt talked to that kid since 6th grade in english class! he was always so goofy and i thougth he was mean now. but i was in fact just casting aside who he really was and replacing him with my own thoughts. he were joking around about how its great that everyoen plays in gym and even tag we get all into it like we are little kids again. we even said how we felt bad for that slow girl corinne. though it still makes us smile that she wears a bike helmet. i knwo its lame that im getting all sentimental abotu stupid gym class and i know how much i talk about it but it just amuses me oso much. we are all like little kids playing recess again! haha.
goddammit..i feel retarded taht im saying this but i dont really want my parents to leave for a week. for the main fact that im goign to have to clean...make my own food...and take care of the animals. yes yes it sounds lame but you must understand. i never do laundry or make myself food. i mean ill wash dishes rarely but gah! its goignt o be soo weird. like my sister and i are living by ourselves heh. but most kids are like "yeah woo hoo party time! no parents!" oh boy not me. certainly not a party animal. ill probably be too lazy to make myself food hehe. though i do wonder if my sister will be home a lot. i mean she has two jobs and she goes to school so you never know with her. *shrug*
man ive been amused by the poeple in my gym class. i really cant help but love that class. kas is the coolest kid ever. in health class i didnt really notice him until one class he decided to sit next to me while kels wasnt here and talk about how he didntlike sitting near the ghetto chicks. theres just something sincere and awesome about that kid. i mean hell talk to anyone! be completely friendly, not backstabb. i do believe he is one of those few genuinaly awesome guys that id love to get to know more. he always brings a smile to my face in that class haha. and nate! hes such a tall goof. we are SOO different, even dave had mentioned how funny it is that i liek him. i mean hes very conservitive and i think republican. as for me im sort of nothing and pure openminded. hes just so funny sometimes with his quietness. hm who else. herbie! it seems as though a lot of people dont like him. but in gym class hes so full of energy and will find any excuse to jump 10 feet in the air or run into something. its great. i also had a random nice conversation with dustin. i hadnt talked to that kid since 6th grade in english class! he was always so goofy and i thougth he was mean now. but i was in fact just casting aside who he really was and replacing him with my own thoughts. he were joking around about how its great that everyoen plays in gym and even tag we get all into it like we are little kids again. we even said how we felt bad for that slow girl corinne. though it still makes us smile that she wears a bike helmet. i knwo its lame that im getting all sentimental abotu stupid gym class and i know how much i talk about it but it just amuses me oso much. we are all like little kids playing recess again! haha.
goddammit..i feel retarded taht im saying this but i dont really want my parents to leave for a week. for the main fact that im goign to have to clean...make my own food...and take care of the animals. yes yes it sounds lame but you must understand. i never do laundry or make myself food. i mean ill wash dishes rarely but gah! its goignt o be soo weird. like my sister and i are living by ourselves heh. but most kids are like "yeah woo hoo party time! no parents!" oh boy not me. certainly not a party animal. ill probably be too lazy to make myself food hehe. though i do wonder if my sister will be home a lot. i mean she has two jobs and she goes to school so you never know with her. *shrug*