mike you will be missed immensely

[becca_star]

i hate how everything can be so perfect and flawless...no complaints about anything. then before you know it everything has gone to complete shit. like a dream turned into some sick fucking nightmare. as if it wasnt bad enough to find out someone i spent a significant part of my summer with passed away in a shooting this week, i found out that i was stupid for thinking someone i like would actually be interested in me. i feel so lied to.

i guess i will just have to get past this. just like i have to every other time.

im sick as fuck and leaving for chicago tomorrow.