our song is a slamming screen door..
yeah... so today is v-day.
and it's my first v-day to be single since...7th... grade.
whoaa.
and guess what?
IT ROCKED.
because i didn't have to worry abouttt anyyythinggg!!
i really had a good dayy!
yeah, but i did find out that trent and sage are offic. dating.
which.. still gets to me.
i mean.. i loved this guy... so much.
and.. he cheated on me..(with her)
and .. then he begged for me back..
and when i couldn't handle it.. he makes me look like the bitch.
sorry i'm the bitch that got cheated on so i broke up with you.
my bad.
it still gets to me!! i don't know why!!
i mean.. i'm over the hill and beyond with matt (eww..)
but i just.. can't seem to stop with trent.
i am by no means saying i'm in love with trent and by no means saying i want us to be together.
i don't.
i promise.
i just... it hurts.. ya know?
to have the one person you'd do anything for.. straight up... just.. stop.
i don't know.
i'm just tired of gettting hurt.
everytime.
and it's making me be scared of anything more with michael.
i mean.. what if he changes? trent changed.
what if he doesn't even want me?
what if he cheats on me?
those things seem very unlike michael... but still...
everything matt is seem so unmatt like in the begginging.
(well.. bethany caught it.. sorry i didn't listen to you again =( )
i'm just really scared michael is too good to be true.
i'm tired of acting like everything is okay.
it's not.
i got hurt and i'm still hurting.
from trent from matt from dylan.
because they all did the same thing..
cheated on me.
or left me for someone better/sluttier than me.
i just don't want michael to be one of them.
i'm just scared.
=/.
and it's my first v-day to be single since...7th... grade.
whoaa.
and guess what?
IT ROCKED.
because i didn't have to worry abouttt anyyythinggg!!
i really had a good dayy!
yeah, but i did find out that trent and sage are offic. dating.
which.. still gets to me.
i mean.. i loved this guy... so much.
and.. he cheated on me..(with her)
and .. then he begged for me back..
and when i couldn't handle it.. he makes me look like the bitch.
sorry i'm the bitch that got cheated on so i broke up with you.
my bad.
it still gets to me!! i don't know why!!
i mean.. i'm over the hill and beyond with matt (eww..)
but i just.. can't seem to stop with trent.
i am by no means saying i'm in love with trent and by no means saying i want us to be together.
i don't.
i promise.
i just... it hurts.. ya know?
to have the one person you'd do anything for.. straight up... just.. stop.
i don't know.
i'm just tired of gettting hurt.
everytime.
and it's making me be scared of anything more with michael.
i mean.. what if he changes? trent changed.
what if he doesn't even want me?
what if he cheats on me?
those things seem very unlike michael... but still...
everything matt is seem so unmatt like in the begginging.
(well.. bethany caught it.. sorry i didn't listen to you again =( )
i'm just really scared michael is too good to be true.
i'm tired of acting like everything is okay.
it's not.
i got hurt and i'm still hurting.
from trent from matt from dylan.
because they all did the same thing..
cheated on me.
or left me for someone better/sluttier than me.
i just don't want michael to be one of them.
i'm just scared.
=/.