Sunday
Well nothing to exciting going on in my life. The kids stayed at dad's tonight. Sean is sleeping. I worked until 930. LOL. All in all the weekend was pretty good. Nicole got her dress for the formal. She went shopping with Kassy and Laurie and Laurie bought her dress. It was extremely nice and much appreciated. She did not have to do that.
I am getting a little scared for when the twins move out. I love having them around. I know when they go I am going to cry. If it was not for having them and Jeremy I would not have been able to deal with my mom passing. They just know how to make me smile and laugh. Yes they argue and fight sometimes and it stresses me out, but for the most part the are great kids. I love doing things with them and just having them there. I miss it even when they are gone for the night. Mostly because I can't say good night and i love you and get my hugs and kisses.
I haven't seen my dad in a while. I miss him too. He is coming home next weekend and we want to have dinner together or something. I am hoping that it will work out. I hate how he lives so far away, but when it comes to family I hate having them far away anyway.
Jeremy is working on trying to get Heaven every other weekend. This would be great. He really misses having his kids. I just hope everything works out. I think maybe he will feel better about living here. I know he doesn't like it here because the jobs don't pay well and because he is so far away from his family, and it makes me feel bad.
Derek and I have been hanging out more. It is nice. He makes me laugh alot. Although I do miss many people I used to hang out with. But oh well. Life goes on I guess.
I am getting a little scared for when the twins move out. I love having them around. I know when they go I am going to cry. If it was not for having them and Jeremy I would not have been able to deal with my mom passing. They just know how to make me smile and laugh. Yes they argue and fight sometimes and it stresses me out, but for the most part the are great kids. I love doing things with them and just having them there. I miss it even when they are gone for the night. Mostly because I can't say good night and i love you and get my hugs and kisses.
I haven't seen my dad in a while. I miss him too. He is coming home next weekend and we want to have dinner together or something. I am hoping that it will work out. I hate how he lives so far away, but when it comes to family I hate having them far away anyway.
Jeremy is working on trying to get Heaven every other weekend. This would be great. He really misses having his kids. I just hope everything works out. I think maybe he will feel better about living here. I know he doesn't like it here because the jobs don't pay well and because he is so far away from his family, and it makes me feel bad.
Derek and I have been hanging out more. It is nice. He makes me laugh alot. Although I do miss many people I used to hang out with. But oh well. Life goes on I guess.