Nov 03, 2005 23:32
well peeps, today i had to go take care of a few things. (community service!) Guess that is what I get for having beer in da car with me and driving when i am not suppose to. O well live and learn...I found out today a good friend of mine shot his self in the head with a nail gun. Daddy said they had to hide the real gun from him, or he would not be here with us now, He has been in ICU. It really scars the hell out of me. I don't know what would drive someone to do somthing like that. He is one of the best, good hearted people I know. It seems like every girl he gets just treats him like shit. Maybe that is it. I think he really needs to start loving himself. Hell I look at it this way, I love me when no one elese does. They let him come home tonight, but the nail is still in his head. Anyway enough about that. This Guy i have been getting really hanging out with alot decided tonight that we are now TALKING. I don't want to rush into anything. I an still trying to get over the entire Mikey thing. Its hard to forget 3 years. Welp i am gonna go for now, but not forever.