i love you & i loved you all along.. i miss you, so far away for far too long.
wellll. were done. for good this time. he ended it, not me. so theres really nothing i can do. ive never hurt or felt so worthless in my life. i keep thinking this isnt happening to me & its just a fucking nightmare that i havent woke up from yet. idk. cried for like 3 hours total. cant stop. its just so final, like outta nowhere, its done. & i cant do anything about it. i wish it didnt end this way & he wants to be friends still. yeah. right. thats too hard for me right now. i cant do it. but i just hope he realizes what he gave up. because noone will put up with his shit, like i did. noone. but its ok, i'll be fine. & i'll always Love him. <3.