Tonight I wonder
Tonight I wonder how a man can choose one child and then turn his back on his other three? How can he want to be in the life of one child and ignores his others. How can a decent man spend time with one of his grandchildren but not want to know the other two. I shouldn't be surprised by this but in the back of my mind I thought he would have changed. Turns out he is nothing but a lousy excuse for a human being. Found out that not only doesn't Larry want to own up to having four children but he has had more than one wife. Yes you read right. Larry, my sorry excuse for a father was married before he met my mother. Not many people know. I didn't know until yesterday when my sister told me. We were discussing how a man could do this to his children and be able to look at himself in the mirror and not be ashamed. And the amazing thing is the (excuse my language here to those who get offended by cussing) fucker had the nerve to go around telling people he spent christmas with his children. Unless the man has more kids than I know about he lied. I haven't heard from him except for a two minute phone call when I called (for my mother) to tell him happy father's day. Those who know me know the story behind that one. I don't get it. How can a human being treat his own flesh and blood like this. Maybe we arent important to him. Hell he has proved that threw and threw. I'm frightened for my brother Jamie and his daughter. When Larry breaks that little girls heart by not coming around anymore it will distroy my brother. And yet I have to ask myself why would he want to put her threw what we all saw him do to my nephew. Yet my brother wants him in her life. And if he doesn't pull the same shit, what does that say to his other children? Are just dirt to him? People he can push around? Today I find myself wondering why we are the outkast in his mind. I've been working on something for a friend. He wants me to write something for him so I been trying. Also been to the doctors at the wound clinic. I have some sores that they think will take a few months to heal. Life seems to be building up and I just don't know how much more this family can take. I guess thats all from this girl in Stockbridge.