Things that are goin’ ooooon

[becauseofghosts]

 

1. After 3 weeks of staying in our offices and dodging his eyes, I finally talked to my Scottish crush yesterday. It was surprisingly comfortable and very flirty which compelled me to ask him out via email today… I am currently sitting in my office sweating through my blouse wondering if he will say yes. 

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:03pm

1. I have a good friend from Toronto here for the week which means that I am taking tomorrow and Monday off work to go to Seattle. Being the dimwit that I am, I put off booking a hotel too long and now we have no place to say on Saturday night.. DOH!!! Damn Seattle for being the place where every bluddy Vancouverite goes on the weekends!!

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:05pm

1. I have decided that I despise my job… of course, this makes me sad for many reasons: I love the people here, it is the supportive office i always thought that I wanted, there is a chubby Scottish guy that I made out with after drinking for 10 hours straight… you know, good things. Unfortunately, I think my days of being a secretary are over. I’m a people person, sitting in an office all day actually drives me bonkies.

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:10pm 1 HOUR MARK PEOPLE!!

1. I was very mean to Mr. T last week. He wrote to me apologizing for being AWOL and I ripped him a new asshole. I felt smugly good about it at the time but very guilty about it later that night. In evaluating why I felt compelled to be so cold to him, I came to the conclusion that I felt more betrayed by his continual flakey friendship and apology emails than the actual whatever we had ending. Relationships end all the time (heck, I’ve been dumped more than the average bear!!!) but one thing that I cannot handle is when there is promise friendship and then they flake out. What I need to understand is that sometimes promise of friendship is a way for people to get over the guilt of breaking someone’s heart. HA!

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:22pm (I got distracted by something shiny)

1. I finally found an awesome family doctor and through her advice and counseling I have decided to once again put myself on medication for my anxiety and depression. I just need to have some of the crying spells put at bay for a bit while I try to figure things out and organize my life. I haven’t been on medication for 4 years or so…it was a big decision to go back on even if it is just for clarity!

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:31pm

1. The gym expressed to me a couple of weeks ago that they no longer needed my goofiness for the front desk (they hired someone that could work many more shifts and wears far more mascara and fake tanner than I do) so I now have a new part time job. Unfortunately, it means working many more hours and is much more humiliating. One hint: a uniform is worn and it is terribly difficult to look attractive in grey.

Time email sent: 12:10pm Current time: 1:37pm
OKAY… he is not going to respond. JERK WAD!!!! I don’t care how cute his new haircut looks… hmph. ;)

Apparently I wasted over half an hour writing this post… hmmm, wonder why I think I make a horrible secretary. Ha!

Also, on a side note, today i sneezed so loudly and so powerfully that when i inhaled i snorted.  i could hear my entire hall laughing...  it was an amazing moment in Diana history.