REGROUP, REFOCUS, REENERGIZE

[becauseofghosts]

Since school and boy stuff ended and I no longer work a second job I’ve fallen victim to ‘lump on a log’ syndrome. It happens to me when I’m super stressed and the bubble bursts… and I’m left with nothing.

I’ve been avoiding calls, coming home and laying around doing nothing, being mopey and down about nothing and ignoring all this great spare

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[sassy_red_head]

How did you meet Mr. T. anyways?

[becauseofghosts]

heheh, he would kill me if i disclosed the secret of us meeting through an online dating service.

[becauseofghosts]

whooops ;)

[sassy_red_head]

heeeee!

[becauseofghosts]

yeah, the idea of going back on it is the most horrible of feelings. dude, you are lucky you are married, being single is shite!

[sassy_red_head]

Yeah but you get all the flutters of first dates and stuff! those are neat, and I'll never have that again unless one of the following happens:

1-we are for some reason apart for a seriously long period of time (at least a month)
2-I get it into my head that an affair is a good idea
3-we split up and are suddenly single

hopefully, none of those things happen but you need the kinds of things that you can't enjoy while in a long term relationship

[becauseofghosts]

i think that flutters of first dates only look good when you are in a relationship. do not forget all the boredom of the going on multiple dates and having to ask and answer all the 'sooo, what do you doooo, what do you liiiike, do you have a big family? what turns your crank'.

*thinks positive thoughts*