tonight was interesting...

[because_of_him]

i finally got to talk to pj. we talked about a lot of stuff. and i got all upset for some reason?... but we said a lot of things that needed to be said. i miss hanging out with himm. what i really miss the most are his huggs. aww. bad subject.

i would def be lost w/o lauren. i love herr very much. shes always giving me advice and we're good at talking about boys. cuz thats like all we do? lol.

tomorrows friday. and that means racing. and i don't wanna go. cuz its going to be hott. and no1s gonna be there anyways. except shannon but she gets there late and we always just sit there with no friends anyways. and my favoritest driver isn't going to be there. so that just ruins it all. lol. but maybe we'll hit up the wendys drive thru on the way home and get some frostieeees?

then on saturday i get to race :-). and marks going to be there. and im going to be very happy. hopefully we have time to hang. cuz i have double features. which i dont' want. cuz its retarded. then after the races we're going straight to londonderry. as long as we dont' wreck. i want to kick ass there. badly. just for the hell of it. marks not gonna be there? which is dumb. but me and shannon will find some way to have fun.

so after everything tonight mark came on. and he cheered me up. :o) like always. so now im going to bed in a good mood. <3

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