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there were good times to be had by all
on friday i threw a kickback at my house and passed out due to excessive drinking. I hadn't drank in a long time.
my room is a mess but fuck it. Went raving on saturday...left at like 7pm and came home like at 10am.
and believe me I was "rolling balls" (meaning i was fucked up on X)
I took my little brother and he liked it.
I met a lot of kick ass ppl. I met one of the oldest and best djs of all time. it was great....
i made soem mistakes this weekend and I don't know if I'll be able to correct them. God knows I'll try. I think I'll pull a disappearing act.
I randomly show to shows and raves. no more planning shit. it happens if it happens. I randomly be someone else. Life is gonna be different it needs to be...i see that now. I miss so many of you...even those who wish me harm or wish me bad kharma. Hopefully we can hang out on a joyous occation. cause that is the only time i see you all if at all. This journal has brought you much updates going from sad to really high or drunk. Its had its time. Now I gotta let it go. I gotta let a lot of things go. SO if I don't return your calls its not cause i don't want to talk to u its cause I'm thinking...how things should be for me to have what I want. So for "all" you ppl readin this...see you space cowboy.
on friday i threw a kickback at my house and passed out due to excessive drinking. I hadn't drank in a long time.
my room is a mess but fuck it. Went raving on saturday...left at like 7pm and came home like at 10am.
and believe me I was "rolling balls" (meaning i was fucked up on X)
I took my little brother and he liked it.
I met a lot of kick ass ppl. I met one of the oldest and best djs of all time. it was great....
i made soem mistakes this weekend and I don't know if I'll be able to correct them. God knows I'll try. I think I'll pull a disappearing act.
I randomly show to shows and raves. no more planning shit. it happens if it happens. I randomly be someone else. Life is gonna be different it needs to be...i see that now. I miss so many of you...even those who wish me harm or wish me bad kharma. Hopefully we can hang out on a joyous occation. cause that is the only time i see you all if at all. This journal has brought you much updates going from sad to really high or drunk. Its had its time. Now I gotta let it go. I gotta let a lot of things go. SO if I don't return your calls its not cause i don't want to talk to u its cause I'm thinking...how things should be for me to have what I want. So for "all" you ppl readin this...see you space cowboy.