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[becalmedheart]

my camera died on the way to the airport yesterday. i'm trying very very hard not to think about the time in between not having a camera and having a camera. because right now it is not having... i've started snapping my irises like a lens. the arperture, my pupil widening like love. or lust. to let light in. withdrawal. waiting for chills to come. shuddering. shuttered

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