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holy moly its been a really long time since i've used this.i feel bad cause ive been neglecting it so i guess im gonna write in it right now. pretty much the only reaon is cause myspace doesnt work at school anymore and im sitting in web page with nothing better to do.
wow a lot has happened since this summer...i dont even know where to begin
someone that i used to think was one of my "best friends" has well...changed a lot, its amazing how much someone can change in a matter of just weeks.its also amazing that they can sit there and tell me that they dont beleive i word i say..yet i find out new things they lie to me about everyday.. idk its just kind of pathetic if you ask me, i mean i know him better than pretty much anyone so why cant he just tell me the truth? heck i dont even know. ive finally gotten to the point to where i just dont care anymore i mean ive put up with so much of his shit and its just not worth it i mean dont get me wrong i love him to death and of course i wanna be his friend but im not gonna put out NEAR as much effort as i used to...he can do what he wants its cool with me...its funny cause he always gives me shit about the people that i get with and gets mad at me for doing certain things...but he doesnt care? riiiiiight its okay ill leave him to get with all the little sophomores..cause i mean its really cool to be a senior and nearly 18 and be getting with 15 year olds...good for him
oh well enough about that..moving on
so ive thought about this whole "slut" thing that people use in highschool and ive decided that its stupid..i mean one of my good friends flat out told me i was a slut? okay cause i can kiss people OH NO cause its such a big deal..we're in highschool why not get with whoever we want and have as much fun as we can before its over..i have plenty of time to be with the same person idk i just think its stupid but thats me
ive also decided that i just dont think i need a relationship for a while..as much as i love being in one, and having someone there all the time..its sad to say but i just dont think im ready..i dont wanna hurt someone and im scared im going to and i know whats its like to get hurt and it sucks...so no relationships for a while..i dont think, who knows ill prolly let myself fall for someone again just like i always do and something bad is gonna happen just like it always does..thats just my luck
i dont get along with my mom anymore, she says im a liar and i guess i kind of am..but hey what kid doesnt lie to their parents? exactly..everyone does so she should get over it but oh well it happens
i hate that gas is expensive...its gay
i like working though cause i get money and thats super
i love football season its fun
well i guess thats about it
if you actually read all of this i feel special...cause i know i wouldnt have taken the time to read it
peace out
wow a lot has happened since this summer...i dont even know where to begin
someone that i used to think was one of my "best friends" has well...changed a lot, its amazing how much someone can change in a matter of just weeks.its also amazing that they can sit there and tell me that they dont beleive i word i say..yet i find out new things they lie to me about everyday.. idk its just kind of pathetic if you ask me, i mean i know him better than pretty much anyone so why cant he just tell me the truth? heck i dont even know. ive finally gotten to the point to where i just dont care anymore i mean ive put up with so much of his shit and its just not worth it i mean dont get me wrong i love him to death and of course i wanna be his friend but im not gonna put out NEAR as much effort as i used to...he can do what he wants its cool with me...its funny cause he always gives me shit about the people that i get with and gets mad at me for doing certain things...but he doesnt care? riiiiiight its okay ill leave him to get with all the little sophomores..cause i mean its really cool to be a senior and nearly 18 and be getting with 15 year olds...good for him
oh well enough about that..moving on
so ive thought about this whole "slut" thing that people use in highschool and ive decided that its stupid..i mean one of my good friends flat out told me i was a slut? okay cause i can kiss people OH NO cause its such a big deal..we're in highschool why not get with whoever we want and have as much fun as we can before its over..i have plenty of time to be with the same person idk i just think its stupid but thats me
ive also decided that i just dont think i need a relationship for a while..as much as i love being in one, and having someone there all the time..its sad to say but i just dont think im ready..i dont wanna hurt someone and im scared im going to and i know whats its like to get hurt and it sucks...so no relationships for a while..i dont think, who knows ill prolly let myself fall for someone again just like i always do and something bad is gonna happen just like it always does..thats just my luck
i dont get along with my mom anymore, she says im a liar and i guess i kind of am..but hey what kid doesnt lie to their parents? exactly..everyone does so she should get over it but oh well it happens
i hate that gas is expensive...its gay
i like working though cause i get money and thats super
i love football season its fun
well i guess thats about it
if you actually read all of this i feel special...cause i know i wouldnt have taken the time to read it
peace out