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I'm really going to stop doing surveys for awhile. I have this journal to talk about myself and my life so, a year from now, I can come back and read it and see how much I've changed.
I have a feeling I'm not going to get into Pitt. Just a feeling.
I talked to Ashley tonight for a little while. One major thing that's changed with my attitude from last year to this year is I'm so much less paranoid about everything. I haven't talked to Ashley in ages, yet I know she's still one of my close friends. Reed and I have realized that we don't need to talk all the time to be friends. Our lives are different, we're busy, we have different schedules, we realize that. We catch up when we can.
I commented on Tiffany's MySpace the other day, telling her how much I miss her and that so much has happened with me. So much. She replied the next day. I was shocked. She said "I miss you too. So many stories to tell you BKY!!!" I really, really miss her.
I also miss Sarah and want to work everything out.
I'm sick of high school. I'm sick of automatically being viewed as immature, just because I'm in high school.
Sometimes it blows my mind how much I trust Greg. It's scary, in a twisted sort of way. Love is truly an amazing thing. I'm glad he's the only boy I've ever actually been in love with. He really is my hero, through and through.
I'm excited for my vacation in eleven days. Even more excited now that we found out there's a DQ in Indiana. I may legitimately gain about twenty pounds while I'm there, no lies. I'll OD on Swedish Fish, B&J's, and Cookie Dough Blizzards. And large quantities of alcohol, hopefully.
I have a feeling I'm not going to get into Pitt. Just a feeling.
I talked to Ashley tonight for a little while. One major thing that's changed with my attitude from last year to this year is I'm so much less paranoid about everything. I haven't talked to Ashley in ages, yet I know she's still one of my close friends. Reed and I have realized that we don't need to talk all the time to be friends. Our lives are different, we're busy, we have different schedules, we realize that. We catch up when we can.
I commented on Tiffany's MySpace the other day, telling her how much I miss her and that so much has happened with me. So much. She replied the next day. I was shocked. She said "I miss you too. So many stories to tell you BKY!!!" I really, really miss her.
I also miss Sarah and want to work everything out.
I'm sick of high school. I'm sick of automatically being viewed as immature, just because I'm in high school.
Sometimes it blows my mind how much I trust Greg. It's scary, in a twisted sort of way. Love is truly an amazing thing. I'm glad he's the only boy I've ever actually been in love with. He really is my hero, through and through.
I'm excited for my vacation in eleven days. Even more excited now that we found out there's a DQ in Indiana. I may legitimately gain about twenty pounds while I'm there, no lies. I'll OD on Swedish Fish, B&J's, and Cookie Dough Blizzards. And large quantities of alcohol, hopefully.