fucking a, life is so dull. i have good friends. you know who you are i dont have to name. but its just not exciting. i dont know whats up with it anymore. i like it. i just wonder sometimes about weird stuff. i made some new friends this year that im enjoying. and old ones im still close to that im enjoying times 7. this post is pointless. i just haven't in awhile and guess i needed to. and im just saying whats on my mind i suppose. my brother is moving out really soon and im going to miss him alot--i actually already do. i hope he'll be around the pence crib often even if he is going to be in a different college and live in a different place. im really glad hes stayed as long as he has. and even though we fight and such it doesn't matter, because honestly at the moment, i can't imagine not living with him. meh. school is stupid i just want to go back to see the people i haven't seen in a couple weeks. other than that i wish it was summer again. i dont want to learn stupid world geography or english 1 pre-ap, i dont want to have homework and i dont want to stress to pass. even though i never study doesn't mean i dont stress. my parents are nice and let me do alot of things. i think i get too angry when they say no. i need to stop that. if your still reading i dont know why. i think im done. sorry if you read this. so pointless. i love payton kate andrea jr.