falling into memories of you.. and things we used to do...

[bec678]

wow. i make this entry about every year at this time. so it's been three whole years. wow. i still can't believe it's been so long. i went to germany on this day three years ago and met my whole family and changed my life forever. now it feels like that all happened like 10 years ago. i really miss my family. not as much as i used to, but i really really do. if i could, i would jump on a plane for 8 hours just to be there again even if it was just for 5 minutes. seeing everyone and walking around Wemmetsweiler would really make my life complete. some, i will never see again.. and if i went back, it wouldnt be the same, but i still hope we will go back again someday. we all promised each other we would come back in 2-3 years, but.. yea that didnt happen. i just keep reading my journal i kept while i was there and it's crazy how much things have changed! i just wonder what it would be like now if i went. its ironic that the people who are going to Germany this year are leaving on the same day i went to germany three years ago. three years. it seems so long. i wonder if they remember us.. like marcus and benjamin. ahh i just can't believe we've come so far. i wish lauren and melissa were here so we could talk about it.. i wonder if they even realize.. ohh well. some day, i promise, i will go back to that little town.

and.. i still love 5 days.
and the cheeky girls
andd.. Kaching!
ahh we were too crazy